satisfaction

you know those days where all the boxes keep getting ticked... its such a feeling of motivation when that happens. however, for me, they seem to come in surges every four or five months. it's an irrational graph that gets painted in my mind, but there are definitely cycles that we are dealing with. not seasonal, nor biological, but mentally and at the moment the waves are formulating!

nonetheless i feel my list of things to do is endless and ill never understand those who utter the words 'im bored'.. it is entirely up to you and at this moment i feel like there are a thousand things influencing me and im itching to explore, attack, realise and understand.

i better enjoy this.. cos for every high theres an equal trough.