obliteration

last night was the worst night ive had in ages. I cant remember a time when ive felt that devastated. well not recently. i epiphanised that:
Men who can watch a woman cry and feel nothing, are not men.
Men are all letdowns.

My new fave word. Obliteration. As in. Im going to obliterate you.

and my favourite song name EVER! :
I Pointed at You and You Burst into Flames.

I ♥ the Young & Restless.

Anger streak much?

Affrikaan Dance!

I'd just missed out on a position in the african dance class in Lyon and now its flashing before my eyes!
its only about $10 a week but all up it seems so pricey ($95 for 8 weeks)!
BUT i love afrikaan dance. im sure ill get into it one day.

"I have the money for it!"

its where you take them to

there is that thing called plagiarism, but if Jean-Luc Godard said 'stuff-it' then hella yes, let the idea tweaking begin! Nah i think inspiration is key to any amazing idea. i think through copying and improving is the only way to progression. well for those more ordinary than inventors that is.

VIVID 2009

im getting irrational just thinking about it.

The Matchbox Project

i heard about this project 2 years ago as i was working at david jones and these people asked if they could take a picture of me to be on a matchbox. i wonder where it is now. but im pretty sure it was called the matchbox project. however, ive come across another one. one much more delightful than my face on a box. and this is how it goes...

Each week, a decorated matchbox with a tiny present hidden inside is left by a girl (and sometimes willing friends) somewhere in her travels. It's a random act of semi-artistic kindness aimed at disrupting someone's day in a tiny but positive way. That's if they dare to pick it up...

http://www.blurty.com/users/matchboxproject

i think its the cleverest and most dainty idea ever!!
i hope i come across one in my travels...

annandale may 1st

i cant wait till danger hits the shores.
les beetroots de sang
and toxic avenger is on his way too.

surrender credit card.

i MISS dancing..! when was the last time i danced. i think its time to give in.

ted & francis page 31

i dont like being vulnerable and so when it comes to warding that off, naturally you keep distant and stay distant. But as you feel yourself overstep that line, shredding the distance, discomfort, skepticism and doubt all kick in. I dont like that.

trinkets galore

http://www.hellogas.com/

check out the mouse pointer on this!

which leads me to my next point.. naturally

Via Alley: showcasing that the best is to come out of Japan

i want this bad:

ive also decided that i am THE luckiest girl alive!

my journey to this conclusion was blatant and immediate upon hearing about the 5 Thai girls being sold into sex slaves in brothels in sydney from fucktards who believe that the value of human life ressembles a dollar value. Not that i havent heard about these stories before, because i have and i feel unable to stop this trafficking through individual actions, but just maybe standing next to one of these perpetrators on the train, or going to the same coffee stands sicken me. WHO THE FUCK DO THEY THINK THEY ARE?

Im lucky because i was not born into poverty

Im lucky because i was not born into a family that could not look after me

Im lucky because i do not need to rely on anybody else

Im so damn lucky because i am protected by my family who have created an environment for me so that i do not fall into the schemes that soulless people in our society have created.

What can i do about these situations of others though?

Deonine: exquisitely divine

would love to get this in my collection but i think it was about $300 or something ridiculous in which id have to actually save up for
there is a feather series that include earrings rings & necklaces. not sure what this one is but the ornament is sooo pretty

and this is the realm of exquisiteness

gears of war

the calm and controlled vs. the internal battles and flagrant warfare

*taken from a war poem and used on the promo

i have a rendez vous with death

at some disputed barricade

it may he should take my hand

and lead me into his dark land

and close my eyes

and quench my breath

i have a rendez vous with death

and i to my pledged word am true

i shall not fail my rendezvous

the beginning of something MASSIVE

My duo epiphanys have sent me further into a stage of readdressing time wasted by yours truly. A Sinister habit no doubt, but so hard to kick. Firstly, instead of facebook: undetermined amount of time spent there, groveling to the updates of other addicts, ive decided to blog instead, thereby fulfilling the need to express what im feeling out there without having to be caught and thrown into the spinblur of other applications that facebook supplies.

My second epiphany has dealt with time wastage over the last four days. Four days handicapped at home? But an opportunistic time to finish everything, so that when i am actually well again, i can move on to other activities that id been barred from during my period of being sick. So FOCUS is soooo key at this very moment. Aside from Lawrence Leung luring me into youtubing magic, i MUST set goals so that i can actually achieve them.

1. finish notes for programming so that when i go into uni to finish coding the game, ill actually understand!

2. finish vespa ad

3. start sustainability project and get book from Tom

4. get into the second season of mighty boosh :)

Tomorrow,

i have to sort out Centrelink issues

& return DVDs

Today,

sort out iprimus contract to increase downloads. This COULD have been done this morning but found myself talking to a masssive jerk-off.

ok. get to it.

responses from a Vespa survey

taken from surveymonkey.com

for a research assignment on Vespas these were the insightful data copies that we gathered from a couple of surveys...


WHO WOULD RIDE A VESPA?

A little italian nerd that thought they were a mad football (soccer) player, but in fact should stick to being waterboy.
small, european, female
Arty, chic, modern
a gay man
Male = homosexual Female = awesome
One-of-a-kind. The people you meet who are still stuck in the 1960s
French and camp or female.
stable but fun, dependable with a wild side
trendsetter
Funky, fun, great posture and slightly psychotic
Young at heart (not necessarily of body!), open minded, ironic sense of humour, espresso-loving inner city dweller.
Selwyn.
French attractive woman with a scarf.
Stuck up, pretenious, annoying
a dork.
A questionable person in terms of their sexuality
retro, funky, cool and stylish
Lily Allen. Cute and fun on the surface, but you soon realise she's not very smart, and completely impractical.
Comedic, small, jumpy little person. Probably in some sort of esoteric, creative field but not the most successful. Something like Kevin Smith, but with a little bit more sex appeal.
A narcissistic arts student
A slightly gay italian guy who wears fancy and expensive clothing just for the brand name.
eccentric, slightly odd girl who occasionally talks to herself
italian from surry hills
Arty, bohemian type
cool laid back suburban person

i laughed hard at some of these.

russia vs tactical tatts

| russian babushkas, clearly a keepr |

| a well thought out tattoo design |

ignorance est sympa

jai parle avec mon loic juste hier soir et jai lui dit que jirai une date avec un autre personne. mais il ma dit que la meme chose comme au debut.. je veux rien savoir.

je suis triste un peu mais la vie est comme ca.. et le nouvelle homme est vraiment gentil.

je vais toujours penser.. quest qui auras passe..

sunday mischief

moiq is definitely looking forward to..

avec bellerina n minishaz!

barcardi express pics

judging by the reaction of the crowd shot.. GA was on at this time??

This event was well received to say the least. Drink cards, space to dance, happy crowds. Definitely yes.

montage

what a LONG, but AWESOME weekend.. that actually started wednesday :P

even moreso of a treat because id just finished a whole weekend of ASSIGNMENTS. YUCK.

got to hang out with nadia AND with the Kills AND lotteria AND made it home on the last train.
eerie taxi driver who knew where i lived.. or the direction of it anyway BUT still had an amaazing night.


tape song | the kills

then thursday was bellerinas day!! ♥ i got to see her, but not for long because i was working.. and then i had to stay back and missed dinner with her as well as the Curvy Exhibition :(

whirlwind mr squiggle | incredible impromptu designs

theeeen came Friday.. and had semi permanent during the day.. INCREDIBLE.. its like the xmas of my year. its usually a cross between that or we love sounds :P
and went with Emz Cam Tom Leigh Maddie to big british sound.. cant say i didnt have an awesome night! was pretty top notch.. lame crowd. but cant save em all. saw keogh and tom buckingham.. rannndom.

saturday SP was just as awesome.. my highlights of the two days were Droga 5, Kate Gibb, Ian Francis, XYZ Studios and also Timba Smits wasnt bad.


kate gibb | a print for an album cover

today was just at home.. had a project that i did AS SLOWLY as possible.. and much regret once again.. as i could have been ontop of my other projects by now.

song of the moment: roxanne par le police